as in look upon those places... a tinge of sadness creeps up to me...
woke up 10 minutes later than i usually do on saturdays... 12.10. and i wasn't feeling much better than i had rmbred the night before. the science talk thing is over already=( i feel totally dead. lifeless. perhaps someone should just show me how... how to probably just end all this. haiz. i really dunno whats happening to me... i just feel sad. depressed. and hopeless.i read the newspaper today(rather just one page) about this little girl who's friend died after being flung out of a mini-bus. how devastating. haiz. and i began to tear, (which is seriously quite dumb considering that i appeared to be reading the newspapers and started crying for no rhyme or reason)i think i ought to cheer up considering the fact that i'll be meeting boon boon and shengming later at IKEA! (i've been wanting to go... haven't i?) but yet, i dun feel happy. ought to look forward to it but i don't. i gulped down another can of green tea today only to realise i haven't finished the 1.5 litres of it i bought yesterday. how dumb... haiz. and this reminds me...Thanks maychew for being there for me these past few days... i know i dun exactly share everything, but wells, thanks for the concern and always trying to cheer me up... i really love you alot =)
haiz. i seriously need a lollipop =(

cried myself to sleep
at 1:58 PM

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