Have you ever heard the sound of falling teardrops? As each one falls, you hear one loud thud and a sad sad story follows...

i've been feeling really down lately. so many things happening at one go. i guess i can't take it anymore. goign to school makes me really emotional. i LOVE the school. i LOVE the people. i LOVE the events. i LOVE almost everything. but its just so painful... each time smth happens. whether its about cca matters, friendships at stake, class matters... etc. they make me feel really happy and thats probably why they hit me so hard. each time smth goes wrong, i feel pained. haiz. i really MISS my dearest classmates. i MISS amy. haven't seen her for some time. haiz. thinking of it already makes me feel like tearing. i MISS yanzhen(though i saw her at the tabletennis match this week), limzhen, alyy, dacong... i MISS cindy peiting! i MISS my dearest toot, my darling squadmates and mrs yeo. i WISH all these would come back to me... that i'll be relieved of such pain for a long long time...

cried myself to sleep
at 11:48 PM

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