when u said those words... did u mean it?
hmmms. if i am an hour early and they were an hour and a half late and considering that the bus ride was one and a half hours long.... i had about 4 whole hours to myself... to think what exactly was wrong with my life.what went wrong this entire week. but no. i failed to come up with an answer. i only felt lke crying the more i think about it. what a loser. haiz. i guess i did cheer up a little when i met boon and shengming. we just had alot to say... alot to catch up on... and it struck me how everyone has changed, and i won't say that it has changed for the better. everyone of us so many problems and so much work to do... and i realised that i can barely rmbr the last time all three of us were there together, having a whole lot of fun... IKEA's really crowded on weekends... i felt so exhausted walking in the crowd... hahas. and thankfully for that cos i momentarily forgot my unhappiness. it was not until the bus ride home that everything came flooding back. and i'm reminded once again of how painful it is... was actually contemplating whether to blog cos as i had predicted... this post is emo... and i dun like it one bit.. ah wells. i shld just force a smile...

cried myself to sleep
at 11:29 PM

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