have you ever thought about it at all? or is it really that insignificant...

its getting to me again. everytime when i feel better... everytime...


hahs.i screwed up physics test! even though even mav says that its easy... haiz. sad... but wells. its over! hahs. today was quite sian... (but everday is. isn't it?) hahs. anws.


went rock climbing with my batchmates today! yuppps. somewhere in clementi. indoors so we weren't affected by the rain at all! hahs. thought of visiting my grandma but wells. it'll be abit random! hahs. rock climbing was fun but freaking tiring! yuppps. i only climbed the easiest walls. hahs. i was really lousy luh! hahs. wells i only climbed like a few walls. =) but it was a great bonding session! hahs. anws. went to KFC after that and had fun crapping stuff! hmmmms. and later i took bus 156 home. was a really long ride but there was karmun, mav and jia jun to crap with. suggested to jia jun that we go school to stone cos it was quite early... hahs. but jia jun dun want. so we again played the lame game of truth only... hahs. we're always playing that! yuppps. love WHOA!


i heard about a fellow SN batchmate's condition today. was really shocked and worried by it. and i made a promise to keep her in my prayer... and it got me thinking... when was the last time i prayed to god. i'm a free-thinker no doubt but i remember how all of us used to bow our heads every morning and said a prayer to god... everyday... without fail. how it became part of our lives. gradually. even the noon prayer. how we couldn't start the prelims and o levels without it. how it provided us with strength. and i asked myself again. when was the last time i did all these? and now... even though we're all seperated... i'm sure we'll all bow our heads and pray hard for her... cos she really needs it...


was goin through the pictures that i have taken in the past... with my dearest classmates and squadmates... i felt a tinge of comfort.for i was once loved...

cried myself to sleep
at 11:12 PM

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