hey you! yes you over there. stop being an idiot.


my dearest orange... my companion for like the past 3 years. haha. after falling a million times died yest. i bet my orange speakers are like devastated now. haiz. it just makes wierd noises and cnt play. ah. wth. now all my songs are gone with it. wells. getting them back's gonan take a whole lot of effort.now i must source for a new one. hopefully i can find another orange one...


and i totally hate myself. sorry for behaving like a total idiot today. i just can't help but irritate and piss myself(and everyone)off . like seriously what am i trying to do or what am i trying to prove. i really have no idea. can someone enlighten me. or can someone, whoever managed to do so last time stand out and tell me where am i going wrong? i am just screwing everything up now. haiz. and yeah. i'm really sorry to those who have to take my nonsense these past few days. yuppp.


had sushi for dinner with my parents after a not so successful OG outing. yeah. it was really enjoyable =) haha. wells. i shall hopefully be able to focus on chem tmr!

cried myself to sleep
at 9:49 PM

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