when i did become one... much as i feared...

while somehow i seem to understand what it is about how the equations are supposed to be used and stuff... i'm getting stucked... over and over again. stumble over qn after qn doing but not getting the answer... understanding but not knowing how to solve it. perhaps i'm just too dumb or smth. (and i rmbr how i used to not understand why there were people who just cnt understand certain questions... well that was in pri sch anyways... and now i've become someone like that. no matter how...)
i just can't seem to understand what is wrong with me and why my brain isn't telling me what and how i should solve the questions. haiz. and promos is in less than a weeks time. i'm damn screwed.

cried myself to sleep
at 9:20 PM

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