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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

yeah right.
may i freaking ask you what am i supposed to do when BOTH of you contradict each other. like wth. each telling me to exercise common sense to do it quietly. i'm sorry... you both can't have it either way. how am i supposed to tell both of you first as softly as possible all at the same time? admit it... you all are just so hard to please.
i can't believe i spent 15 whole minutes to come up with a solution. well done. all i had to do was bring it up.... and there. back to square one. i bet it didn't matter how good a solution it was. one of you pleased obviously... but you just had to spoil it. you freaking had to say..."since you already brought it up... there is no point.. " there. you just ruined the hopes of a very probable solution cos no matter what i say now. it won't matter. you just had to spoil it. spoil what u wanted and intended. and both of you give the " can you live a day without asking for trouble face" WOW. when did i ever say "i want trouble." i try time and again. time and again to get stuff done and even when theres smth not right... i've always try to think of a solution. but it just takes anyone one of your stubborness to spoil it for the other right?
i know this sounds rude... but instead of asking me time and again to shut up and blame me for whatever is wrong... perhaps both of you should learn how to do so first. like do what you preach. if not stop trying to implement it on me. and stop blaming me when both of you contradict. seriously. how do you even expect me to please both of you when i can only do it either way... not both. wells. perhaps you're just glad that theres someone around to always take the blame? to seemingly be the source of every trouble?
ah whatever... just stop ruining my day...

cried myself to sleep
at 9:15 PM