its been a while since i last saw you... how ya doing inside?

well. PW was cancelled today.... so i decided to go to guang ming shan with my parents to visit my ggm =) haha. yuppps. its been 2 years i suppose. yeah. and everything has changed alot since then. we stopped going to ahmah's hse every week. stopped having the whole family gather to celebrate her birthday. while reunion dinner is pretty uch the same but the cny festive mood always seems lacking? perhaps ppl just dun frequent the hse there anymore considering that shes not there anymore... and the tv isn't on now for most part of the day... yeapps. thats how much has changed and more... so we went to visit her... brought some food and got a cup of cofee for her! haha. i bet shes missing her coffee like crazy =) haha. so while we were waiting haha.y dad was kinda joking about how she must be trying to ask us to eat like she always did. haha. yeah.... then we left mummy there cos daddy took me to see his dad =) my grandfather? haha. and i've only seen his pic on the urn a few times b4. about 3 i think. yeah. and i can't imagine how my dad felt when his dad passed away while he was only 13... yuppps. but he passed away peacefully =) in his sleep! yupps. i hope i'll die like that! anws. i discovered smth i've never noticed b4! haha. previously i always thought he looked very much like my oldest uncle! haha. and today i realised he's much more handsome than all of his sons! haha. yeah. so i was telling daddy that gong gong looked better than him =) haha. yeapps. and we went to expo but there was nth much at the gain city thingy... hmmms =) my parents are intending to go drinking tonight with uncle clinton and auntie penny =) yayness! haha. so long never see them le... =)

cried myself to sleep
at 5:10 PM

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