today started off fine i guess. yeah. physics SPA wasn't too bad... yuppps. and school ended at one so i'm like happy. yupps. and i promised myself to study. at least for the chem test tmr. but well. i went home stared at the paper and fell asleep. yuppps. so basically... i did nth again. sianz. can't ever ever get the motivation to study and block test is like nxt week.


got back the econs DRQ which made me kinda glad that i did pretty okay. and we got back the PW feedback thing too! yuppps. so far the comments are really good like for the oral presentation part and the I&R and also the WR except for one part on the trail de... so hopefully we'll all still get an A. and yeah! my answering of qn was not bad lei! judgng from the comments though my qn was really like shit and the teacher had to ask me another qn.


on the way up with mummy we saw a rat downstairs. it was like super huge about 3/4 the size of a full grown cat. so freaky luh! and my mum seemed unfazed. then she told me how the adults used to kill the rats back then... she said smth bout the rat being sometimes bigger thann the cat itself!! then how she described it left me really uneasy! they don't use rat poison!!! they scald it till it dies!!! ah! i'm feeling uneasy even now when i think about it. like freaking OUCH! somemore she say the rat so big one full kettle of hot water is needed to kill it. like wts.


anyways. i hope shawnees will work tgther and get the flag and stuff out! ah! yuppps.

and smth pissed me off today. haha. i found out i got labelled by the jnrs as somthing really bad. hmmms. i don't really remember what subtle form they used to refer but basically it means "the loud bitch" Thanks ah. really don't wanna be a 2nd ph. so thanks alot jnrs.you just pissed off the "loud bitch". so good luck.

cried myself to sleep
at 8:46 PM

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