well. i was reminded again, as we made our way to the hawker centre, why I don't seem to tell my parents much except for the trivial stuff that takes place. well. unlike many others who actually do tell their parents stuff.


i doubt that anyone would in my position. well. shes just too sensitive. and her understanding of english words and meanings are just so restricted that it is always the source of all the quarelling. (just a personal observation) and i dun just refer to quarelling between me and her. and i feel horrible ranting about this here but oh wells. it just set me thinking bout the word "accuse" and "blame" which are probabaly her two fav words other than "stupid" and "idiot".


for every bad thing that happens (or maybe not bad just something that occurs) why must it be someone's fault? why must someone be blamed for it when some things just dun have anyone at fault and oftentimes no one has to be blamed? and why must every comment be an accusation? if i say" you forgot to do this" why can it escalate into an argument of me accusing you of not doing this? (its getting confusing) but why must I always be shouted at for accusing you of somthing when all I did is make a random comment? and worst of all why must you always think that i'm against you only? and why do you never fail to tell me that I am biased and that I should shut up? its ironic how you are educating me and how you comment on how ppl educate their kids (and yes in front of me)


and after this post i become the most unfilial daughter that ever lived. right?

cried myself to sleep
at 10:06 PM

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