guess it didn't really matter if i went to m'sia with my parents... ended up not studying much anyways. haiz. and i was just trying to chiong finish the half-watched drama(Formidable Rivals) so that i could possibly concentrate more on my studie instead of thinking bout it the whole day. didn't manage to finish though. haiz. still have like a disc more. kinda decided to cheat. and peek and so i went to find the synopsis and read the ending. (sian)

and i hate shows with lousy endings. but i hate endings that i don't like more(how crap right). argh. and i'm quite upset that the ending isn't really complete though it does hint who the girl end up with. but i don't like it =( argh... quite upset now as i really do want her to go with her partner... (even though he's less good looking) haha. but still. ah wells. how cruel can it be to lose both the girl you like and your daughter... haiz. oh wells.

anyways. my parents were supposed to be back by 4 but it seems that theres a heany jam... argh... i'm suddenly feeling quite sian... if only i could complain and whine bout the ending to my mum or smth. (but i suppose she'll kill me if she finds out how much i've been watching.) haiz.. hate it when endings are such...

cried myself to sleep
at 5:35 PM

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