they're probably on their way back now... hopefully they've missed me? oh wells.


prelims are tmr. tuition teacher sick. win. haha. worst still. i can't seem to get myself to worry. can't get myself to suddenly feel gan chiong and just mug so that i can finish studying. i know i haven't finished. i know i'm not well prepared. so why am i not the least bit worried or scared? argh. kinda lost the sense of urgency to mug non-stop the day b4 a paper. whats more this is a major paper. crap.

cried myself to sleep
at 11:36 AM

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