the stress is getting to me.
just that i dun feel it i guess.
but i'm not behaving normally. not thinking properly and i'm doing things that i normally wouldn't do. oh wells. i hope that it'll just come and go. it doesn't matter how well i do. of course i hope to do well. but the odds are against me i guess. haven't got an A in the past 2 years. i dun see how i'll get one for As.
just hope to get back a more normal life. rather my social life.
and things are getting strange arnd here. i'm amazed that i could even accept it like that. somehow i'm just not thinking straight. doubt i'll respond in the same way i did. but i guess somehow its better this way.
i'm not fretting over it (just so you know)
argh. A levels! debbie mug! i'm hoping for a miracle or at least let me be over and done with it.
FAST.

cried myself to sleep
at 10:08 PM

---